|I think she enjoys watching and wondering what I'll do next|
I think that is a lesson we have forgotten in a lot of areas. Instead of trying to give people hope and a positive vision, we talk about all the problems people are having. Do you think there was a time when I was unemployed? Hell Yes! but I didn't let that stop talking about our future plans and the realization that we had a course in life and keeping going forward was the path we needed to follow.
I feel it is important that you understand that I started poor and through the luck of the Irish, got to my end goals. Throw in a lot of hard work and a good education and you will understand me better. I want you to know that I spent a year living apart from my new wife and in a place where people were seriously trying to take my life. I slept on the ground a lot of nights and ate food that just nourished my body not my soul. Everything else since those days has been a journey way below the level that would make me want to quit.
I also want to mention that right now, my other passion is music. I hope you can find the music that makes your heart soar. The best I can do is Barbershop Chorus but that's fine.
If hear that one day, I am no longer alive, don't cry, just tell a Denny Petty story, sing a song and move on.