I have tried three times to write a post today and every time I have tried, I deleted the post I had written. I worry that I am becoming a negative writer and I have simple forgot how to celebrate what I have. The last thing I want to become is exactly what I wrote in those three failed posts.
Sadly, the realization that what I say is what I think, I am at a loss to change that. I have hundreds of fancy little sayings but no way to escape the fact that in a lot of cases they are wishful thinking and not reality.
I have traveled the world over and think the things here in the heartland are the best places I have ever been. Is it just rose colored glasses or a desire to not change that keeps me here? Can I realistically look at the things I love here without the thought that my perception is my reality - What happens if I am wrong? Do crazy people even begin to realize that they are out of whack and that alone makes their reality off center? I read once that it is when people begin to notice they are wrong a lot and that is what drives them crazy.
Oh well, I will just try to get on today and pretend that everything is OK.
I'm OK, but I'm not sure about you.
MUD
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